a fear of fear.

On the beautiful 8th of February, Wednesday I had my first counselling session to try and help my insomnia, it was great. although the worst bits of it were the silent pauses when the therapist was waiting to hear what I had to say and all I had to say was "ummmm pffftt" she said I had a fear of fear and a severely low self esteem, that I don't give myself as much credit as I should.

my brain went KAPOWWW

^ that right there was a focus piece I did on Robert Crumb when I first applied to uni, I was given some work to do to prove I could still do assigned projects. of course I focused on 3 of my favorite madmen; W Heath Robinson, Jordan Buckley and the beautiful man Robert Crumb.
Again it would be nice to hear what people think, about my work, I've noticed almost a double in followers since I've started regularly posting again I'm grateful that people would even want to pay attention.

peace and love
MILKbaby

Listening to Neighbourhood - Zed Bias feat. Nicky Prince & MC Rumpus

what the hell is a guarantor form, and why is my mum so dubious to sign it?

So I did am all nighter last night, today I used my printer for the first time (still running on the test inks it came with of course) its possibly the loudest printer to ever exist, EVER, and I've worked in two print shops in my life, none of them had anything this loud. but its reasonable quality, and I'm supposed to be able to print 3D images with it, like the red n blue shit.

I've been looking at some cartoons that're on these days, the style looks quite innocent, almost childish, yet the underlying tones or even just the straight up messages of these cartoons are so awesome, messed up, tongue in cheek, I LOVE IT, I wanted to take the piss a little bit out of this, I grew up on Pokémon, Ultimate Muscle, and Ren and Stimpy, I had to acknowledge the change, between Powdered Toast Man and Adventure Time/ The Marvelous Misadventures of Flapjack... so I did a little doodley doodle 

Today I've been listening to :-   dinosaur! attack! - Atlas EP
These guys are good friends of mine I've played so many shows with them but i still cant get enough of them

plymouth uni catch up

hello one and all. apologies AGAIN, for the neglect of this blog, this weeks mission is to post here every night accompanied by an image, like this one...

as some of you may know i suffer from insomnia, hence why most of my posts are usually at early hours of the morning. let me know what you think of some of my artwork, i always love hearing what people have to say, and if you happen to stumble across this page without knowing me i am open to commission work of as many  styles as possible.

listening to:
foxy shazam- shadow of a shoulder parrot

foxy shazam- shadow of a shoulder parrot

check it out for weird music 

I KEEP NEGLECTING YOU IM SORRY

all i have to do at the moment is upload some of the old pictures i haven't put on here. BUT. i got into Plymouth uni to do illustration which means as of September i'll give my 6 hardcore followers regular MILKbaby work.

what to give you what to give you... how about this... my weapon of choice... the dreamer :)

i promise i'll try to upload more stuff as i get back into the swing of things im considering getting a MILKbaby tattoo soon :)

yay :D

jellyfish.

 Now I know I've been neglecting you hardcore MILKbaby fans but here is a little gift for you. It was completely experimental and I'm quite messy today what with a spray paint cans exploding in my face leaving little white freckles but if this one goes down well I'll probably do a series of these things :). 

But I hope you enjoy :) If you're interested in purchase drop a comment please 

thankyou

xxxMilk costs more than gasoline in many areas of the United States.xxx

oh hey there :D

i almost forgot i had a blog, im sorry to all you hardcore milkbaby fans, i've been a little bit busy with portfolio work and....looking for a job, yeah still no blog.
a few changes in my life since i last wrote,
 i am no longer the bassist of acres of life im now the lead guitarist =] happy me because i've always preferred guitar than bass
give us a whirl and say hi more new music coming soon
www.myspace.com/acresoflife

:( my poor doggy noggin who i raised from day 1 of his life died yesterday morning at 14 years old, he was my bestest friend in the world and i miss him so much already

i spend most of my free time.... playing pokemon white. cas im fuckin awesome :D:D:D:D my pokemons are better than yours :P:P

thats all i got to say lads and ladettes.

excelsior xxx

Let's get milky :D

I'm not entirely sure what to write in this post all I've gotta say most things in life are irritating me except from my beautiful girlfriend, she supports me through everything and I wanna thank her for everything she's ever done for me and everything she's going to do. I don't deserve her but I'm gunna hold on to her for as long as I can hopefully forever.
I'm having trouble sleeping these days I tend to stay up all night either thinking working out or watching bad tv i.e jersey shore lol I'm watching drag me to he'll ATM I'm not entirely sure what's going on there's an old woman with staples in her head gumming someone lol

I seem to be always scared of lose everything that makes me happy :(

Goodnight non existent readers