Let's get milky :D

I'm not entirely sure what to write in this post all I've gotta say most things in life are irritating me except from my beautiful girlfriend, she supports me through everything and I wanna thank her for everything she's ever done for me and everything she's going to do. I don't deserve her but I'm gunna hold on to her for as long as I can hopefully forever.
I'm having trouble sleeping these days I tend to stay up all night either thinking working out or watching bad tv i.e jersey shore lol I'm watching drag me to he'll ATM I'm not entirely sure what's going on there's an old woman with staples in her head gumming someone lol

I seem to be always scared of lose everything that makes me happy :(

Goodnight non existent readers

Call that music?

Jessie j who the fuck are you! I'll tell you who you're a White girl who shouldn't say man'dem once let alone a handful of times in your stupid fucking song, and how ever the fuck you managed to even release a single with that voice is beyond me, I've heard chavs in the middle of town with the same talking voice as your singing voice, your music video makes you look like a fucking mental case, since when is it good to bare your teeth like a dog, every female solo vocalist in the past year has done the same thing, a fucked up stupid music video, trying to make the artist seem somewhat controversial, everytime it's shoddy camera effects and baring your teeth like a fucking Rottweiler, don't get me started on how Fucking slutty they look. No talent no imagination no inspiration it's not music at all they are not musicians they're puppets. Jessie j is a japseye gaga is agoon and even rhianna was a retard to do this before.

Sorry about that pop music angers me.

On a good note things with my girlfriend are amazing, I'm still looking for a job, band is awesome and hopefully I'll find a job soon. Sorry about the rant
peace and love. Xxxxxx

2011 the year of the milkbaby

so MILKbaby, most people say "WHAT THE FUCK" to milkbaby, but to avoid questions from here on I want to share everything that I believe in, so far in my life I've been known for one main thing. my drawings, my art, its what i want to do, and slowly people are seeing milkbaby everywhere, (if you haven't yet you will do I promise you that) I've had someone tell me I'm the best at what I do because what I'm doing is my dreams, and despite many people trying to knock me down I'm still doing it and I will never stop. the MILKbaby way is to release any morals when it comes to creating, I mean when a couple are creating a baby they're not gunna do it gently to try and make sure they conceive a child correctly, they're gunna have a hard dirty unprotected fuck and hope that a little sprout pops out and it can be two times more successful than they could ever wish for. so whenever I try and create I want something that'll stick with people even if that means my work will haunt them in their dreams.
but I don't want people to say hey there goes the original MILKbaby he's the best, I want to create a team of people, with no morals, with no borders, people who will fuck dirty and hard and follow their dreams then people will say they were MILKbaby. 

I soon will be hopefully releasing a line of clothing, let me know if you're interested


peace and love
MILKbaby
xxx<3xxx

cunt cunt cunt

and back to emo blogs again. :( im getting fed up of not knowing where im going and back to thinking about calling quits. i fucking hate myself :(

so what if my nipples are hairy

I've realised that my blog posts are consistently emo and talking about illnesses and shit family. I'll try and make this one a change.
I haven't blogged in a while, to catch up, I'm still jobless, I'm still in that band that sings that one song where we go WOOAAHHHH
and for the last week I've been suffering with a fractured rib. 
I have a gig tomorrow, it'll be interesting because I plan for Juan el destroyer to go absolutely fucking insane as its the last projekt rev this year, I also gave Juan a mouth so he'll be slightly more comfortable :)
I want to play guitar in a band I feel my guitar playing skills are being neglected, I like our acoustic gigs because I get to play guitar and its fun because me (the bassist) plays everything our lead guitarist does because he's poo at acoustic :)
I've recently been a mega nerd and I've been beta testing DC universe online.... ILOVEIT! its a video game version of every ten year old dream and I've been reliving my ten year old dream of becoming a superhero
my character can control fire and can fly and is super cool just like me :)
it snowed today like a random blizzardy kinda thing and all I could do was think of star wars episode 5 references =D
"and I thought they smelt bad...on the outside" :D


goodbye smellyfaces :D

fed up

im getting fed up of people taking advantage of my good nature, i should have my money when the money has come in not when it suits employers, i want to not be ill anymore cas all its doing is putting a divide between me and my parents even more, "u r a stupid useless boy who doesn't care about others!..." that is from a 49 year old woman, grow the fuck up all i've ever done is care about everyone, everything i've ever done was for YOU, to make YOU happy, to give YOU ammunition so you can carry on your petty fucking war against your sister, over who's raised their kids better. well hear this, I've had it, I dont care anymore, from now on its for me, im not looking forward to christmas because i have to see my cunting family, i am seriously in the right mind frame to call it quits right now, ridiculous fucking shit.

meh

I honestly have no idea where I'm going anymore and I'm sure that if i call it quits it wont matter to anyone :( emo I know but I just feel like it.
im constantly confused and i dont know what i want, i've lived the majoirty of my life trying to please the people i love and when i tell them i'd like to follow my own dream for once im told that i'll never have their approval for whatever i do.


 this is all awfully cuntish.
goodnight
xxxx