cunt cunt cunt

and back to emo blogs again. :( im getting fed up of not knowing where im going and back to thinking about calling quits. i fucking hate myself :(

so what if my nipples are hairy

I've realised that my blog posts are consistently emo and talking about illnesses and shit family. I'll try and make this one a change.
I haven't blogged in a while, to catch up, I'm still jobless, I'm still in that band that sings that one song where we go WOOAAHHHH
and for the last week I've been suffering with a fractured rib. 
I have a gig tomorrow, it'll be interesting because I plan for Juan el destroyer to go absolutely fucking insane as its the last projekt rev this year, I also gave Juan a mouth so he'll be slightly more comfortable :)
I want to play guitar in a band I feel my guitar playing skills are being neglected, I like our acoustic gigs because I get to play guitar and its fun because me (the bassist) plays everything our lead guitarist does because he's poo at acoustic :)
I've recently been a mega nerd and I've been beta testing DC universe online.... ILOVEIT! its a video game version of every ten year old dream and I've been reliving my ten year old dream of becoming a superhero
my character can control fire and can fly and is super cool just like me :)
it snowed today like a random blizzardy kinda thing and all I could do was think of star wars episode 5 references =D
"and I thought they smelt bad...on the outside" :D


goodbye smellyfaces :D